亦或者

頭幾次去急診的人會進入一種狀況：你的理智會被重建。
你會在擁擠的病床中等待醫生的問診，你無法冷靜，焦慮地看著名牌想著隔壁病床阿伯的喘息聲是否會這樣持續下去？同時試圖精準的說出症狀。
接著進入漫長的黑夜。走廊明亮的燈光即使闔上眼睛還是刺眼，就像是一種精神虐待，加上塑膠椅的硬背對家屬(或病人)更是折磨。時間似乎被放慢許多，難熬的等待呼叫。
這裡有太多的疲憊、痛苦及恐懼，我開始懷疑會不會等等我就昏倒在地？抑或者我將永遠走不出去了？想法完全被悲觀操縱，陌生的地方、冷漠的臉孔、身體的痛楚，沒有人知道我在這，沒有人。
當然這樣的狀況在第三次就習慣了。你會記得帶書、耳機跟外套，你會知道哪張沙發最舒服，你會換上那張淡漠的臉。

我以為我很仔細考慮每段關係該如何發展，但似乎太高估自己閒暇時間的思考能力
 
但是假如一切都如自己潛意識中的思緒隨意流動奔走
例如：不特別聯繫與老朋友的感情，等到突然想到時再打給對方。此時對方對我的反應會依舊熱情還是產生隔閡? 這當然要取決於你們的關係如何

Toronto, Canada
吳宜蓁 2013.09
   

 
五晚上
一膳鰻魚飯，台中有兩間分店
 

由於太多人問我什麼是ASESEC，再加上我自己再參加IC之前一直都不知道這個組織，所以特地上網找了找資料貼在這給大家
 
簡介：
AIESEC 是法文的縮寫，英文全名為”International Association of Student in Economics and Management”，中文全名為「國際經濟商管學生會」，是目前全世界最大、由18至30歲的大學生及青年獨立運作的非營利國際組織。其成員關注領導力、管理領域，以及世界性的議題。AIESEC對所有的種族、膚色、性別、性取向、宗教、國籍、民族和社會出身一視同仁。

 
pink - just like a pill
作詞：P!nk、Dallas Austin
作曲：Dallas Austin、P!nk
編曲：Dallas Austin

I'm lyin' here on the floor where you left me
I think, I took too much
I'm cryin' here, what have you done?
I thought it would be fun

I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch
I can't stay on your morphine, 'cuz its makin' me itch
I said, I tried to call the nurse again but she's being a little bitch
I think I'll get outta here, where I can

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill

I haven't moved from the spot where you left me
This must be a bad trip
All of the other pills, they were different
Maybe I should get some help

I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch
I can't stay on your morphine, 'cuz its makin' me itch
I said, I tried to call the nurse again but she's being a little bitch
I think I'll get outta here, where I can

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill

I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch
(Just like a pill)
I can't stay on your morphine, 'cuz its makin' me itch
(Just like a pill)
I said, I tried to call the nurse again but she's being a little bitch
(Just like a pill)
I think I'll get outta here, where I can

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
(Frustrated fears)
And I swear you're just like a pill
(Just like a pill)
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
(Makin' me, makin' me ill)
You keep makin' me ill

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
(Oh you keep makin' me ill)
You keep makin' me ill

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears

 
 
If you had a day,
如果你擁有一天

 
gloria gaynor - no one can love you more 
 
 

 
 
If you had a day,
如果你擁有一天

台中彩虹眷村
 
http://www.appledaily.com.tw/appledaily/article/headline/20140126/35604843/
「彩虹爺爺」素人畫家黃永阜